Wednesday, 11 November 2015


I'm fed up of being in pain.

I'm sick of hot flushes and being menopausal at 33 years old.

I'm tired of having a deformed body and hating my reflection in the mirror.

I'm sick of cancer taking my friends.

I've had enough of side effects.

I'm tired of aches and pains.

I'm sick of anxiety and worry.

I'm fed up of my friends getting bad news after bad news.

I'm tired of men treating me like a leper.

I'm sick of feeling unloveable.

I'm fed up of feeling fat and ugly.

I'm sick of  being told ' well does that really matter in the grand scheme of things?'

I'm tired of brain fog and memory issues.

I'm tired of being tired.

I've had enough of feeling lonely.

I'm sick of people's assumptions that 'it's all over now'.

I'm tired of being brave.

I've had enough of being a shadow of the person I used to be.